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Reflection on John 20.24-29 (Thomas, 03.07.2020)

There are very few Christians who can say that they have never experienced times of doubt.  Even our Archbishop of Canterbury Justin Welby once spoke to a journalist of his own times of doubt.

In the verses immediately preceding today’s reading we hear of the other disciples rejoicing, only after Jesus had shown them his hands and his side.

We should not be surprised by Thomas’ doubt. In fact, we could view it as an example of faithful discipleship. Jesus had warned his followers to be wary of false messiahs and false prophets. Thomas was being cautious and taking care to obey his Lord and Master.

Despite these additional thoughts, we still identify Thomas as being the one who doubted.

Faith is an essential part of living as a Christian. None of us can share in the first disciples’ privileged position of actually seeing the risen Jesus, complete with the wounds of the crucifixion. We have to number ourselves with those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.

For many, belief comes before faith. These people develop a confidence in their picture of Jesus, and then comes the personal commitment to follow him in faith. For others, the process is reversed, a leap of faith is made without a foundation of any particular beliefs. Wherever we are on this spectrum, belief and faith each give rise to doubt.

For many Christians doubt occurs whenever a gap opens between our personal experience and the picture of dogma, tradition and scripture that we have chosen to live by.

It is commonly thought that strong faith never doubts. But … we need to be wary of that phrase ‘strong faith’. What it usually means is ‘faith set in concrete’: beliefs and religious practices that are never allowed to vary and develop, beliefs and religious practices that eventually stand in the way of us developing a living relationship with our Living God.

Thomas doubted. But, Thomas was ready to have it proved that he was wrong. His strong faith in Jesus still allowed his mind to open when confronted with something new, something unexpected, something that had definitely never been seen before.

Then Thomas spoke those words that should be ever on our own lips: My Lord and my God.

May those words of Thomas be ever with us as we face the challenges that cause us to share in his moments of doubt.

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Reflection on Matthew 16.13-19 (Peter and Paul, 29.06.2020)

But who do you say that I am?

That is a question that is very much associated with the Festival of Peter and Paul, because this is the festival in the Church’s calendar that is most associated with the ordination of deacons and priests.

All of those who have accepted God’s call in their life, and have made the long arduous journey to ordination, must have an answer to this question, and that answer needs to be the same as Peter’s.

Jesus asked the apostle whom he would rename ‘Peter’ (meaning rock) to set aside the view of the crowds, and make his own declaration of faith.

Those to be ordained deacon or priest stand before their Bishop, their family and friends, and the whole of the Church of Christ and make a lot of declarations and promises.

Those declarations and promises sound like an employment contract turned into a litany, but … in fact … they are asking each candidate for ordination the question that Jesus asked of Simon Peter – who do you say that I am?

Of course, Jesus does not only ask that question of those who are about to enter the formal ministerial life … he also asks that question of us.

So many times I have witnessed people being asked about their churchgoing or their Christian beliefs, and so many times I have heard replies designed to ‘cloud the issue’, to soften the straightforward truth, to avoid professing a commitment to Jesus Christ.

Have you ever done that?

Today, Jesus is giving us the opportunity to think again.

Today, he is reminding us of that momentous question … but who do you say that I am?

Today, we are being given the chance to set aside doubt and uncertainty, embarrassment and shyness, and shout from the rooftops: ‘You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God.’

That moment of commitment led simple, humble Peter down a very different path in life; you never know, perhaps God has got big plans for you too.

Or … perhaps God just wants you to shine out as his light in this community, sharing his love with all you meet.

Whichever way it plays out, the decision is God’s alone; we just have to be ready for the moment when he asks us that question: But … who do you say that I am?

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Reflection on Luke 1.57-66, 80 (Birth of John the Baptist, 24.06.2020)

Today’s reading is about the birth and naming of John, but it is also about the breaking of Zechariah’s great silence.

Nine months earlier Zechariah had been visited by the angel Gabriel. During that visitation Gabriel told Zechariah that his elderly wife would bear a son who would become a great prophet. 

Zechariah was a simple priest who lived a devout life with his wife, Elizabeth. They were not ready for all this talk of angels and prophets. Zechariah expressed his doubt and his power of speech was taken away. Zechariah entered nine months of silence and isolation.

Today’s reading describes the moment when Zechariah, inspired and empowered by God, broke his silence: the moment when his private contemplations came to an end; the moment when he broke with tradition and declared the unexpected; the moment when he unreservedly let God take the lead in his life.

Too often, when we encounter this reading we focus on the prophetic role that John will take up. But, during these strange times, it is also worth pausing and considering Zechariah. That devout and faithful man was suddenly plunged into a situation of confusing and apparently inexplicable isolation. He emerged from that time stronger because of his faithful prayer and obedience to God’s will.

When the time comes, will we find our relationship with God to have become as strong as that of Zechariah, or will we have allowed our prophetic voices to remain silenced through doubt and uncertainty?

The decision to be bold and follow God is ours to make!